Things are different…  

I thought February will be the greatest month ever. But it didn’t… First week of February was hell. Feelings, emotions, guilt, anger is now coming back again. I thought those things are gone. I thought that i will not experience them anymore. I thought that since it is February, i will be happy, free from problems and stress. And i am wrong about that. Woooooohhhh. Now, i can’t even describe how i feel. It’s just… I am out of words nor i cant pick the right words to explain myself. o_o One time, i caught myself staring at something for a long time. Malayo ang iniiisip ko at hindi ko alam kung ano yun… It’s really hard looking for some answers for a random question. It’s like your walking into a non directional road. Wooooo. Life’s great huh? People. People we’re different now a days. I think they are not in their own bodies. They’re like spirits that came form nowhere. I don’t know them anymore. But yes, true friends stay. They are always there for you no matter what happens. So thankyou to my real friends. You guys are the best! and for those who are just pretending to be one, gth. Haha. Get your own life and go. I don’t need someone who is not true to himself/herself. Burn.

So… to clear things up, Lord, help me again. I need you. Make my February month good. Please :3